Greetings from me currently at my crib which finally I get to update this blog for April! Dahlia was out of wifi for weeks!! In hopes that it'll be back to normal today since I'm coming back. I came home just to pick up my sister's punjabi outfit. I decided to borrow it for a dinner event!

April started with us above visiting my cousin in Putraya which afterwards lead us to eating pancake and waffle. I get to watch La belle et la Bête or better known as Beauty and the Beast! Brothers Grimm version. 

One Friday, Min and I head to Setia City Mall meeting up with her best friend Fairuz if I'm not mistaken that's how to spell her name. Nickname Papai. We had Subway sandwiches and Starbucks drinks on the vast greens. 

More time spending with these people.

 First time in Alam Bina with Aznem. This was during the time I was fined for not wearing my student card.

During a weekend, I slept over Aina's crib to accompany her because her parents were going to Dungun. I took a bus to Seksyen 3 beside UiTM Shah Alam and my 'chauffeur' picked me up sometime later. A moment afterwards, we visited the Kopenhagen Coffee in Mont Kiara. The place, ambience it brought, design and concept were beautiful!

 

Jin Squad *pink* thanks for having me boo.

Another day, I was kidnapped by Ayie and Din to Shah Alam. Accompanying Ayie to brought some stuff from his aunt's home for our hoteliers club, Shocam. 

Highlight of April, Bowling event by Shocam! One of the best days I've had during the month. Hajat nak buat video tapi kita hanya mampu merancang hahaha. I was in charged of registration which after I was done with it, I'm quite free to go about anywhere and do anything. So I went ahead cheering on my friends and capture memories. After the event was over, I hopped in Din's car and head over to McD buying my housemates' dinner.

I returned home one day which I forgot the reason and Afiq told me Koe No Katachi was released in Malaysia's cinemas! I was damn overwhelmed and just want to watch it as soon as possible! My eagerness was uncontrollable I couldn't even stay still in my seat. The cinema was packed which I wasn't expecting because I was always surrounded with people who aren't into animation. Thus, they don't share my passion and love for japanese art. When the movie ended, there's one guy said "ni dah macam marvel" and I couldn't help but to agree hahaha. He meant by the reaction of us viewers towards the movie. Honestly, I haven't even read the manga but Afiq told me about it and I was just waiting for the right time to read it. After that I found out that they're making a movie out of it! So, siapa tak excited??? Anyways it's about a boy who used to bully a deaf girl. The movie beats Kimi no Nawa in Best Animation Movie Award. I was shooooook! Bukan apa, sebab suka dua-dua movie! Both are worth watching. Kimi no Nawa is about a boy and a girl exchanging bodies but it's not the typical one, this one plays with time difference.

A few days after Sue's birthday, we decided to surprise her. It began with Yana calling me asking what type of cakes Sue would like. Randomly chose a cheesecake which to our surprise, she loves cheesecake! Lucky! Tipah wasn't able to join us during the surprising moment but she appeared afterwards. Jiha and Yana set up the cake while I went to fetch the birthday girl. I lied by asking her to accompany me seeing Tipah at her room Tipah wasn't in her room and when we're about to reach her floor, I said I forgot that she's wasn't home. So we head back down and pulled her towards the cake. It was successful!

My midterm break started with accompanying Aina to a wedding by day and coming along with my sister to her friend's wedding at night! 

here's me captured in candid moments.

Another highlight of April was tagging along with my sister to Pestanita. I swear I'd regret it if I decided to not come along. At first I just wanted to stay at home and rest my ass. But then I thought "why not?", rather than being unproductive... go out! We joined two workshops which are brush lettering and leather. Some of the people there are my sister's friends. We spent the whole day there and it wasn't enough. I felt that I need more days like this. Just learning something new and meeting a bunch of creative minds. I loved it. My April ended.

Entering May, my hospitality group went to Skytrex Shah Alam for our assignment. Finally I have completed both Extreme and Big Thrill challenges. I have once stepped foot there during high school when my sister brought me to try the extreme. 

Relative's wedding.

 KLIA at 7.00 a.m.

On the last day of my midterm break, my sister and I dropped Mama together with Mak Sah at KLIA. They're flying back to Kelantan. Us girls then head to Mont Kiara for breakfast at La Juiceria Superfoods that I've wanted to try. It was good.

First and foremost, salam Ramadhannnnnnn. Ramadhan Kareem to you all. Coming in second - a month ago, I sat two supplimentary exams for Law and Entrepreneurship. The results are coming in a few days from now. I don't know what to feel nor expect, I know what and how I answered the papers back then. I just couldn't even say that I hope to still be in the dean's list. As for my internship, I'd say I'm doing quite very well. Housekeeping is the powerhouse of hotel. There's never a day gone by without me imagining other people doing what we housekeeping peeps doing. I mean, it is exhausting af that's the very obvious part. Due to that is the reason why I know I can never go on with this kind of job. Sorry to dissapoint Puan Raziah but this career, you must sacrifce a mountain. I have been with housekeeping for a month and 3 weeks roughly. I'm almost close to 2 months. As much as the tiring part and whatnot, I felt sad at the same time leaving housekeeping. It's gonna be a whole new process of meeting new people again; and I'm currently in a situation where I'm the topic, the obvious one involved yet I don't have a clue about it at all. I felt a bit angry of course, people making decisions without the main person involved. There's going to be a memo released tomorrow from HR tapi aku pulak off day. Sigh I don't even wanna go depth into it so long story short, I get to extend a week more at the housekeeping department. Tiring as hell, yes. But I get to celebrate Aidilfitri with the my housekeeping family :) I updated my snapchat this morning where I filmed the decorations of the department made for raya which I wouldn't get to experience or so I thought. Few moments after, things happened - and now I get to celebrate with them! Like I've mentioned before, instead of feeling sad that I didn't get any holidays for raya or tak dapat beraya with my fam, I'm excited for being able to experience raya at work with the new people ^-^ Anyways here's my uniform.

Quite the grape don't cha think? Hahaha. Yes my face is mostly bare errday. I just put on what I feel every morning. Ada hari rasa cam nak melawa sikit, ada hari rasa nak baby powder je. centu la~ Same goes with lipsticks' colours too! hehe. 

I think it was a day before my birthday, where me and mama discovered G Village in Desa Pandan. I'd say it's promising! The floors above are residence yaknow. 

My birthday/birth date marked the first day of the hotel went busier than before. The occupancy rose up to 80% and the check-outs reached triple digits since then. Nobody knew it was my birthday tho hahahaha because I'm still new and whatnot. And yas, my birthday was on Sunday which is mainly the busiet day due to a mountain of check-outs. On that day itself, my family decided to have a nice dinner to celebrate us(my bro and I) May babies. 

Oh and a few days later I FINALLY get to meet my long lost best friend, ARINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Aight, so this was the day where I got the chance to hang out with my co-workers. We housekeeping fams. Youngsters je la. These aren't all of us tho. InsyaAllah to second iftar coming up soon! We had our iftar in the Taman Dagang area. GAWD SO DEKAT WITH MY HOUSE GHAHAHAH! Ukei lemme introduce from left to right : afiq, safiah, richki, azri, nuqman, yana(his gf; ex-trainee), and jumiati!

Had a last minute plan to sleep over Yana's since the other two were there as well. A selfie with wabbit the next day; sending her to work. I was supposed to work too until I decided to take a sick leave. I wasn't in a good condition so after dropping Sarah by Pavi, we drove to the clinic where my dad's a panel. Fever, cough, flu and sore throat. haihhh. Anyways, I received my birthday presents on her birthday lol. Sarah got me MAC Chilli and Yana got me the eyeshadow palette below. Zoeva Coco Blend. I swear I don't even give an interest towards the palette, Yana just asked me out of the blue which is nice, so I randomly replied I like the colours of the palette. Straight away she secretly took one out and purchased it. I was actually on the lookout for a new eyeshadow palette since mine's too big. I guess now I don't need to buy a new eyeshadow palette anymore? Thanks Yana and Sarah :) and Arina! for the hand gel cream!

Hellllloooooo people and good morning! Today's my off day so yeah I could actually rest my butt off. My legs are killing me but surprisingly during work hours I don't feel the exhaustion. The suck-est part is when you actually get to sit down for long hours, but when you stand up afterwards, your thighs literally slaughtered YOU. Anyways it's been two weeks since my internship started and I've been busy since then. Busy as in - as soon as I got home I took a bath or eat first, then I laid down on my bed, my eyes would literally shut. The exhaustion yas. During 3rd May, it's nothing more than me and some other interns coming in together and meet the HR people, filling in forms, opening up CIMB accounts for our allowances, etc. We also received our schedule and I'm in the housekeeping department for the first 2 months with another intern, Ezaidi. Oh overall there's 10 interns including me; 4 hoteliers, 4 culinarians, and 2 tourisms. Me, Ezaidi, Syaza and Teyha (hotel), Syahirah, Erien, Que, Yusri (culinary), Eza and Amzar (tourism). Oh and I'm the only one from UiTMPP jahahahah! Oddly enough, the tourism kids got the front office department whereas kitaorg yang memang course hotel ni tak dapat langsung haa f.o tu. All four of us got fnb and housekeeping. Alright so moving on we were given our uniforms according to our departments, we put them on and went ahead to meet our heads of departments. Ezaidi and I were okay, we got into acquaintance. The next day we introduced ourselves in front of every staff in the housekeeping department. Pn. Raziah, the Housekeeper, told us that this department is like a family and I can definitely see that throughout the past 2 weeks. It's only been 2 weeks but I've already feel attached, like I don't want to change to fnb even though as first I feel like I wanted to escape tiredness of housekeeping through fnb. Now I'm not even sure anymore. I have been partnered up with some people and two days ago was the first time I've partnered up with a guy. I tell ya, almost every man in that department can make you laugh, so I like that atmosphere. The department is loud and there's no secrecy being kept HAHA. Semuanya akan kantoi jugak. The girls were also no different! Semua satu kepala! The Supervisors lagilah, HAHAHAH. Yes it's hella tiring to work everyday when you're in the operation line, you'll be different with others. When they're in holidays, you work; and you could not go home until your job for that day is done. Yet I feel like I don't want to miss a single working day because I want to meet those people again, I want to work with them, I want to be in that atmosphere again and again. I'm not so sure about my decisions on degree anymore. One thing for sure that stood out so far, all the staffs that I've met told me to grab the chance of work if I've ever been offered. I know tak semestinya kena ikut dorang cakap, but what they said, it's a note to be taken. Aside from that, I'm gonna have to prepare for my two supplementary papers next Monday. I'm going back to Penang this coming Sunday. I'll come back for work in Wednesday! and I cannot wait to see my slowly-getting-better family of PNB especially Housekeeping department. It saddens me when I found out that I won't be celebrating raya with them because I would already be with the FNB service during that time. I was actually looking forward to celebrating raya with the housekeeping peeps. Yela since I started with them, so of course dah kenal some of them so it would be better to be with people like them than being an outcast. Dahla I have a thing with being new in another environment. I hope things go my way. And this would be my first time celebrating raya in working atmosphere! Even this Sunday, the housekeeping department will be celebrating Pn. Raziah's birthday and I, literally be making my way to Penang! Sigh :( HAPPY UPCOMING BIRTHDAY PUAN!! MAY YOU HAVE LONGEVITY & GOOD HEALTH!

Assamualaikum everyone. While everybody else are left with only one paper, here I am with three more papers to go. I seriously need to pace up with the reality quick as I'm about to end my chapters in UiTM and start out a brand new book on the real industry. I gotta sort it out - balancing my studies for the remaining two papers with my practical period. As soon as the final examination result is up, I have to log in and register for the other two subjects for sub-papers. I seriously hope my cgpa won't get affected or anything bad! I pray for my examination-related is in good hands. I kept on wondering if some of the responsible people are informed of my statuses and etc. Oh and talking about practical, I have been accepted to PNB Hotel in KL. A lot has happened and here I taking my time to sit down and update my blog on the latest event that fell upon myself, how it emotionally affected me, how the experience made me feel about people and life, and how Allah work His ways. I am now one of those with you who are appendix-less. Let's go more into depth.

Around a week before my final examination week, I had a sore throat which was a surprising event to me because I had been drinking water all day and yes by water I mean plain water/warm water/drinking water/mineral water! But it sort of healed by itself later on. Roughly 3 days before my first paper LAW,  I noticed that I couldn't bring myself to go to toilet for 'nature call' - yes for 3 days straight. For your information if you did not know, it is very healthy to go to toilet every single day. Upon recognising my problem, I know I am dealing with constipation and it was an odd event for I am the type who does not fail to go to toilet every single day. Thus, a day before the paper LAW, I went to UK (Unit Kesihatan inside my campus) and asked for a constipation medicine. The doctor gave me a liquid type of medicine and I had to gulp down 10ml after meal. However the result of my constipation does not really do justice yet I let it slide giving it some time. Oh and even the way I study was different - I did not study properly at the table but instead on the floor by my bed beause somehow it hurts to sit on a chair. On the day of the LAW paper itself a.k.a 31st March, ONE HOUR BEFORE THE PAPER ITSELF, 1PM, as I consumed my remaining time properly with studying, my lower tummy seriously attacked me. It hurts so damn much I could not held back from crying; it felt as if a knife stabbed you and you struggle between to pull it out or leave it be. My cries were noticed by my housemates, I told Ayeen to fetch my constipation medicine and I gulped it down. My other roommates appeared later on trying to comfort me. Min convinced me not to sit for the examination and contacted our law lecturer. Everyone had papers to sit during that time except Nisak, so they left me in her care. She helped me walk to UK with holding my arm while I grab hold of my umbrella because it the weather was burning hot. I know I was about to faint any moment but I prayed hard to Allah to not make things worse and difficult for Nisak and myself. I walked with all the strength I had and we finally reached UK.I was so weak I couldn't do anything. Nisak helped out with everything. I was just so upset with some of the staffs though. Can't they read the situation? Don't I look like in need of a treatment?? Sigh. I talked to the doctor and asked for mc, but he wasn't the head doctor so he couldn't sign thus suggesting sending me off to an outside clinic/hospital. There was another guy there with the face of a blur that kept getting me on my nerves. Boleh pulak dia tanya "awak ni nak mc ke rawatan?" HELLO I NEED BOTH! Even Nisak was so pissed. A nurse told me to lie down in the nursing room and wait for the head doctor. After a while he appeared and started some q&a and told a nurse told insert a soap-like liquid medicine from my asshole to let 'it' all out. I had to held it in as the nurse said the longer I held it in the better it will wash away afterwards. So from 2pm-5pm I had been in and out the toilet. At the last minutes before 5pm, a nurse came up and took my temperature. That's where it all began.

The head doctor stepped inside and checked my tummy and lower tummy, some q&a. He told me he was about to let me go until he found out I caught a fever with the temperature of 38 degree celsius. He suspected an appendix. So he made arrangements to send me to Hospital Seberang Jaya. I whatsapp my roommates' group and Ayeen was the first to respond of accompanying me. After picking her up along the way - arrived at the hospital - registered me - I talked with the doc - some q&a - my blood was taken, a urine test as well, x-ray afterwards - ended up in a 'Wad Pemerhatian' where they inserted water in my body - a chinese doctor appeared for some q&a and told me he does not think it's appendix - later an expert doctor showed up and said it could be an urine infection. All this happened until late night. I was hospitalised. Nisak and Ayeen were there, our phones battery drained, my dad's friend came to check on me. During a period, they finally placed me in a proper ward. I'm glad it was an open ward, because I wanted to avoid cold places as I was freezing. The fan was enough. My phone was with the girls, and they take turns in looking after me around every 15 minutes. With no clue what time was it, I fell asleep and woke up in the middle of the night to a patient in front of me fell off her bed. That night I went to toilet a lot due to diarrhea which was I believed the effect of the soap. The next day, I took a shower twice; the second time was to cool down my fever. But it only went higher to 39.8. Around 10am I was transferred into a room with only two beds. It was so friggin cold I wanted to switch off the aircond so bad. It was freaking 16 degree celcius. There was an old lady there so we became an acquaintance. I couldn't find the girls so I went out searching for them but no luck - later on I lend a woman's phone to contact my phone and Ayeen updated me that they went home to get ready for coming in the afternoon - later on Ayeen and Ina arrived - a group of doctors and nurses stepped inside to check on me - a doctor told me it's a special case of appendix and arranged an operation that had to be waited in line due to 'it's not emergency'. I seriously hated it, aren't they doctors? CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN. Afterwards the rest of my housemates came stayed for some time until it's time to go back. Ayeen and Min stayed and I fell asleep until it was almost 5pm. Oh and I forgot to mentioned that another needle was inserted because my current needle was too small. The doctor that inserted the needle at my hand was so rough! Anyways, Ayeen received a phone call from Abah that I will be transferred to KPJ. Thus around 5pm KPJ came and picked us up - my needles was removed - I was inserted with a new needle at KPJ but it was better since the procedure was smooth.

I was so moved when I heard the boys came, 6 boys which at first I thought were all the boys in my class. But I was wrong because the first two guys who appeared to see me was Helmi and Hafiz. Class A. The moment I saw them, "KENAPA KORANG?" ahahahahah it was so funny. The moment I look at them I just want to laugh because that's what they always did to me. Helmi, "Aku dah cakap dah! Aku dah cakap dah!" =____= Helmi and Hafiz combination would be the end of my tummy.

Then Amin and Iqi appeared! Another one from Class A, Iqi. I also learned that he had appendix during form 3. So he understood me well. After them, Min and Helmi entered. I was like "Kau lagi." hahahahahaha and they told some funny events happened while they were outside of the emergency ward. Afterwards Combo and Apy showed up - Ayeen came inside and then I was surprised to see Zaim appeared as Ayeen left us - we talked and apparently as we were chatting inside, the remaining we gossiping on us outside! Siot ahahahaha. After Zaim was Jong! Adding up Zaim and Jong, 8 guys.

I was more moved when I stepped outside to sit with them all and saw my lecturer a.k.a my penasihat akademik! Papa Joe, Mama Mas and their children! I felt so cherished. Min helped me every time I'm going to toilet. Papa Joe told me, "Dekat group lecturer kecoh dengan awak."

Later on, I was warded and we found out only one person was able to spend the night with me. Ayeen asked Min to go home with wardens that came to check up on me. The doctor told me it was indeed appendix and it was swelling as hell.

For your information, I did not eat anything for 2 days, thus on that second day the doctor said I could eat. So I tried consuming grapes - my tummy was bloated with air - I puked the next day or that night. Next day, Abah arrived :') and my operation was at 10am. Ayeen and Abah followed to the room and we parted then. During those moments I only pray to Allah but I did not feel afraid of the operation. I was more to get-it-over-with. I got into the real operation room around 10-ish something - got the bius into my body - I was told to inhale deeply - it was black until I woke up to nurses talking and they mentioned 2 doctors. I managed to ask the time, it was 12pm. I fell back into black until I woke up to seeing my dad talking with someone. It was 5pm. Alhamdulillah I survived. I was told that the moment they were operating me, my appendix was about to burst and there were already some nanah here and there. I felt thankful for being transferred to KPJ. I don't know what's gonna happen to me if.... NVM. I was then visited by Ayeen, Cami and Ajib. The boys were Ayeen's friends but we know each other a bit. My roommates also came afterwards. They were another moving moments for me. Not to mentioned, the next day Beta and Amir came and visited me . And yes, Papa Joe, Mama Mas and their children as well. Papa Joe explained on the situation I was in and what I needed to do etc. Not to forget, Mama came :')) She was from Kelantan as she went back to visited her mother. I was so happy. Later that evening, Zaim and Apy came after a game they were from.

That night I puked for the second time and it was more painful, I cried hard but quietly at my mother's arms. my hands were the only strongest part of my body at that time. I cling hard on her shoulders and cried at her chest. I kept saying it hurts and why I was in this situation. I couldn't stay still, I was like a kid crying in the middle of the night asking for milk. Mama was supposed to sleep at the hotel, didn't because of my situation. She climbed on the bed with me and held me and rubbed my arms saying "ada hikmahnya. Allah knows." I don't know how did I calmed down but I woke up in the middle of the night looking at my mother sleeping on a lazy chair. I felt so sinful. I went to the toilet and just as I laid back on the bed, I puked for the 3rd time yet it wasn't as hurtful as the 2nd. The next day, the head of faculty came and explained more further in details about my exams etc. I have explained in the beginning about the other two papers aite? Anyways, I was able to discharged and we stayed at an inn near UiTM where I puked for the 4th time and it was as painful as the 2nd. It was so uncomfortable. I have never been so afraid to puke.

Basically my parents went back to KL the next day after dropping me off at UiTM. Mama was even sleeping on my bed, Abah slept in the car. My friends took care of me. Almost every night, I was helped with applying tiger balm on my legs by Puteri and Min. Ayeen would help me dry out my scars. One of the nights, Beta, Kak Su and one of their housemate came and visited me. My lecturers wished me to get well soon, my relatives were all the same too. Afiq gave a heart emoticon HAHAHHA. Min told Frankie about my condition and he tweeted with me afterwards. Even some of my friends that couldn't come, they wished me to be well soon through phone. Of course, not to forgot my best girls back in KL. I would like to thank Ayeen for updating them. Yesterday, Min and Ayeen accompanied me to KPJ to open up my stitches. I met both doctors - they asked about my condition etc - summing it up, I am on the road to recovery. I takde pantang makanan thank god. But I am worried about one more thing, during my appendix moment, one of the doctor mentioned my usus got a little bit sticky... which got me thinking was that the cause for me to feel pain every time I need to go to toilet.. The doctor said it might be a bacterial infection but nothing to be worried about..

Above all, there were not enough words to describe, to express how thankful, how appreciative I felt and still am feeling, if it weren't haram, I would seriously go to each and every one of the people who prayed for me, and wished for me to be well, and just literally hug them. Yes I would even be in tears. Only Allah knows how grateful I feel. How I held back my tears right now updating this. I will always cry thinking back all those events. From the very beginning to the very last, till now. I love you all. Thank you so much. InsyaAllah I'll be better than before. This journey has proved me so much love, sacrifices, friendship, family, bonds, relationships, prayers and the thought-that-counts. Allahhuakhbar. Thank you Allah. Alhamdulillah.

Because this is my final semester, me and my roommates played the secret buddy game. We have successfully operated it on 8th April. I was Aliah Amy's secret buddy; I got her B&BW Wild Madagascar (vanilla scent) and a polaroid printed photo of us both. I even gave out to everyone each photo of all of us during semester 3. My secret buddy was Nisak and she gave me a watch :) It's so pretty Imma just need to adjust the length.

I cannot wait to go home. I cannot wait to see my family. I cannot wait to meet my girls. Yana nak belanja starbucks yas At least before I start being busy with practical and preparing for the remaining two papers. I cannot wait. Just a little bit more, just one more paper, and I shall be leaving for KL. Yet I'll be seeing you again UiTM. Till then!

Okay I actually wanted to wait until my sem break is over but then this post will be overloaded so I NEED TO UPDATE NOW! Alright, I'm trying to calm myself down. First things first, let me just state that I have longed and prayed and hoped and wished for the days to go slower and everything gets better. I'm not trying to brag, I just wish to express and share what I have felt that I received the blessings from the Almighty Allah SWT. Alhamdulillah. I wanted the days to go slower so that I could spend more time with the people I love and do all the things I wanted and plan to do. I wanted everything to get better between me and my family, me and my friends, etc. Looking back at my sem 2, I stressed a lot. I was depressed with almost everything especially people. Sometimes I want to go back home and sometimes I just want to stay. But on the brighter side, the first outing I get to go was Aina's birthday celebration.The days afterwards were even slow and smooth as I wanted.

Moving on! Knowing that Royal Pirates will be coming to Malaysia and have their showcase on 3rd May, Yana and I entered a giveaway contest to win a pair of the showcase's ticket. But alas we didn't win.

Of course I didn't expect for myself to win, I just had the gut feeling to it. That I could win. Anyways, I watched Avengers 2 with my siblings. It was worth it. It was fun and amazing and definitely get to have sibling-time. Then, I also started spending a lot of time with my sister, we went to this gym that was mainly for ladies but now we had to become a member to enter the room; I even went to accompany her at her office until in the middle of the night around 3 morning. Her office was home-like. Even the clutter-ness. And then, opcos, the one who lives near me, Yana. The easiest person I could meet. Sometimes she came by my house to hang around or eat and I did the same. Even my dad was like "Yana tak datang ke hari ni~?", it does sounded like a perli x) We have planned to go out last Thursday. Firstly, we went back to SBU to claim our certificates. I did wished to have some walk around the school but we're catching up on time so boohoo. We then went to IME Productions office to BOUGHT MA TICKET TO THE RED BULLET CONCERT ON 6TH JUNE *literally trying to squeal but lost my voice already* So yeah used up my money, and I hutang people. Yas. Yasss. Yas. 

Big thanks to Yana for bringing me there. I was surprisingly calm. The after-effect came later on. I got free BTS TRB poster. That other ticket in the photo is Yana's. She bought the VIPs section. Wooo~ Talking about Bangtan, they have officially made their comeback with the title song I Need U. Lemme say it was their best album so far. I just really hope they could win number 1 at music programs. I just have to see them win! I am so gonna cry if they do. *proud Army* and speaking of crying, I almost cry my lungs out when Tao posted a photo of him crying and thanking us fans. My eyes began to be watery again thinking about it. The next day, I went to change my book voucher for money. Yep I know you peeps who love books will go crazy at me but you know me. It's not that I'm ain't a bookworm, but I only read a book that really does fascinates me. I don't go around and buy many books and read them all. Another thing, I was in short of money since I wanted my own money not my parents'. I changed them at Segi where Yana's currently studying and on our way we found out that Starbucks was doing a one day promotion where all of it's frap drinks were rm10-rm12 only. Only 30th April.I also went ahead and changed my screen protector to tempered glass which you go everywhere the price is rm30+ but Yana brought me to a shop where the price was just for rm6. Hell naww gurl. Yas yAs yASS.

On that same day, Mama was leaving for company trip in Beijing. Alhamdulillah she's safely arrived and had fun. She's coming back tomorrow. Please pray for her safety and others too. InsyaAllah. Around the same time I received a message from Chatime that I can redeem a free drink for my birthday. I was like Woah what is this. Alhamdulillah. On Friday, as my sister was busying packing for Tioman Island with her friends, Sarah and I skyped which led us to last minute outing to watch the movie Unfriended at KLCC. Since the movie ended at night and it was pretty late which was the first time for me to go back home late at night, Sarah was allowed to sleepover my house for safety reasons.

The next day I dropped her off at Pandan Jaya's LRT and off to Yana's house to hang around a little while waiting for Nia. She wanted to meet me so I told her just somewhere near. I was saving my money and I don't feel good about going far. So Nia and her boyfriend came accompanying me eating Subway lol. I was really hungry and craving for det sandwich. 

Alright, so few hours ago was 3rd May so lemme just focus on today - right now - is still 3rd May. Originally, Aina told me that she wanted to 'kidnap' me today to accompany her buying her stuff.  I woke up around 10 am and take my time doing things. Aina whatsapped saying she'll be late. While waiting for her, Yana suddenly text me asking if she could come over hang out at my house. She was from Soraya's arwah's tahlil. She forgot her house keys and her parents wasn't at home. That brings the conclusion to Yana joining me and Aina to Mid Valley. While we were there, Yana suddenly went restless and told us her friend(our sbu junior) has some extra tickets for Royal Pirate's showcase. Yas the showcase was on 3rd May which I mentioned before. I was gambling between myself because I was afraid that we would be coming home late. But I made the decision to not miss this chance! Its so rare it made me go crazy in Aina's car. I was literally thanking Allah. //feels//

I was so happy that I could attend their first showcase and it's Royal Pirates. They're a band, not a boy band. That's the difference. Words can't help me to explain how I felt during the showcase. I saw them with my own eyes. So close yet so far! I saw the man of ma dreams, James! Hahah he's my bias in Royal Pirates. He's the bassist. But lemme tell ya, this band consist of three and three people is enough. They are just purely talented, good looking, great personality, and basically everything. Honestly, I wasn't really on track with them these days but when I experienced their showcase just now, it all came back to me. I remembered why I fell in love with them. Each one of them are great. I'm not good with explaining so you have to check them out yourself. And I am loving them more than before. That means, more in love with James! det eye smile..... det height..... he's so charming and talented and adlk;fkd;akddjadjkfhl *died* For all that have happened to me so far, I felt so thankful. Alhamdulillah! It's a blessing! Next up, birthdays and The Red Bullet ^-^ insyaAllah.

I arrived at Leisure Mall around 11 something and I spotted Boys Republic showcase poster at the Speedy store. I was like "I'M GOING TO MEET YOU ALL TODAY. SOON.", so anyways I met up with Christine and hang inside Popular for a few hours and we met up with Yunni and went to eat at Secret Recipe. Later we stuffed ourselves with 6 ice creams at Just Like It. It was actually buy 1 free 1 so that's how it gets to 6 ice creams. Popcorn flavour, durian flavour, tropical mango flavour, mint flavour, green tea flavour, and bloody berries flavour. After that we hang inside the Speedy store and met up with Zafran there. So I parted ways with  my amois and off to KL Sentral with Zaf.

When we reached there, his noona friends of 30+ age picked us up and off we go to Bentley, Damansara. WHY IN THE WORLD THE SHOWCASE WAS HELD SO FAR ANYWAY? Of course, the place was packed with fans! I overheard a girl said that she saw them when they arrived, they must have been so handsome... I thought to myself. Anyways we got inside, THERE WERE PEOPLE SELLING THEIR ALBUMS and I just don't know what happen to me but I DID NOT buy it. 4 fans were picked to play a game with the mc. Then, 10 lucky fans were picked! They were placed somewhere and later on Boys Republic appeared. Allah, handsome people. My bias since I know them was Minsu and damn he is popular. People kept shouting his name. The leader aka lead vocal is also popular, OneJunn. One more main vocal, Dabin, is also popular. The rapper, Sungjun is so hot man! But then, there's the magnae, which from debut I found him quite catching, Suwoong. He made me forget about Minsu and completely focus on him. Ahahaha Yet I do notice he was overshadowed by his popular hyungs. He was quiet and looking so awkwardly cute and shy. Suwoong is the combination of Ilhoon + Xiumin + JR. 

from left to right : Sungjun, Dabin, Minsu, Suwoong, OneJunn.

From my perspective, theirs songs are not so daebak or jjang but its attractive and catching; making you wanting to listen to the songs more. Their songs are somewhat just cute or nice and makes the impression of mischievous boys. 

Remember the 10 lucky fans? The first 5 get to dance with them being the mentors. There's this 1 fan boy which was partnered up with OneJunn, he was the best ahahha he's just so funny! The other 5 were girls and they get to be make-up by Boys Republic! 

This girl in purple, she was the last person left to be partnered up and Suwoong was left. All the fans need to close their eyes and the mc will bring them to the boys randomly. Her eyes were shut tight and the mc brought her to Suwoong, who was already waiting with open arms! The moment the mc told her to open her eyes, Suwoong hugged her right away!! KJDLADHALHALDDKJHLA //I WISH SHE WAS ME// 

Magnae Suwoong DOES NOT KNOW how to make-up okay. When the time was up the other members looked at the purple girl and laughed which made her insecure about the make-up! Ahahaha poor girl XD She casually hits Minsu at the shoulder which of course leaves the fans go crazy.. =___=" Meanwhile Suwoong keeps trying to convince her she looks okay XD In the end, she and Suwoong won ahahaha XD Below is the vid where she won ahaha they were so cute I kennot ;-; Suwoong-ah~

I just love this song, the "nananana" part leaves impression of mischievous ;D

While this song, the "nananana" part was just so cute and adowable >3<

Ouh, and remember the album that I didn't buy? After the showcase, there was a fansigning event. Every person who bought the album get the boys to sign their albums... Well I could buy it after that but since Abah was already furious and the noonas were leaving.. //flips everything//